Friday, July 23, 2010

Follow the Contradiction

I'm back after a long hiatus, folks. I had to take some time to clear my mind and rejuvenate myself, theoretically. In this time I discovered that New York is where I need to be. I was blessed to take a trip there and explore the culture, the arts, the demography, without feeling like a tourist. I had the time of my life.

New York is a place where people go to get inspired and after coming back I feel like I need MORE. Have you ever been really dissatisfied with your life, but when you look around and count all your blessing you feel like a selfish bitch because you realize how lucky and fortunate you are? My acknowledgement of how blessed I am, paired with my ambition, creates an edifice of paradoxical labyrinths (taken into consideration that labyrinths aren't necessarily intuitive to begin with), BUT you get the picture, right?

My inconsistencies go a little like this *insert beat box sound/hand motion*: 

I feel like I dish out a lot of love but have to work twice as hard to get it in return [not intuitive]

I feel like I work really hard but I don't see any traction [not intuitive]

I can solve problems in everyone else's life but my own [not intuitive]

I religiously wear black yet I don't consider myself to be a dark person [slightly intuitive]

If I could master the art of mental extraction/mental inception my life would be a whole lot better [intuitive]. 

Ok, that felt good to get off my chest, now I must return to reality. 

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Good Music Post

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I love Amy Winehouse so much - her music really speaks to me. Ok, goodnight, everyone.